I'm really sorry about my previous outburst in this post. I've decided to re-write it all over again. And thanks all for your words of encouragement. I really appreciated it. Actually, I'm not thinking straight at that time. I mean, I need to do lots of things and with the pressures, plus more works to do, I lose to myself.
But then again, it's not their fault. and it is definitely not PM's fault. It's mine. I practically hate myself right now. For not be able to prioritize "important" things first instead of "urgent" things, for not be able to stand up when I fall, for not able to find my determination to succeed when I needed it most. I should just focus, I should just go.
So long, fare thee well
The dancer and the dancing days have taken leave and fell
So turn down this bed of stone
Quench me with the deadly nightshade from the rose that you belong
The long December rain is falling now
Running down on streets to nowhere
Music is my life you're my sweetest nightingale
But I cant hear it here no more
And I go
Hush now, dont shake or break
Words have fallen silent like soldiers to the grave
No matter what they do or say
Lay me on the sleepy meadow by the tracks upon your face
note: I knew the world does not revolve around me, it just sometimes I forget about it.